The Night and Morning Before Surgery!

Taken from my notes..

” The night before surgery….put on my running shoes and go for a run. Eat what could be my last dinner! Don’t have any appetite for my favourite food on earth, Ice Cream. Pop 3mg of Xanax before bed. Must have knocked myself out at around 11pm”

“The morning before surgery….awake at 3am! Doh! wrest less in bed until 4am. Decide to get up, have a shower and wash my hair with Johnson’s baby shampoo, just as the doctor ordered. Shave, and wash my mouth with an Anti-Bacterial mouth wash. Emotions - I am feeling very spacey from the huge dose of Xanax. To be honest I feel almost zero nerves and anxiety. Got to love Xanax! Took my Vitamin C, Zinc, Arnica around 4:30am. 5am - have 50 minutes before the Taxi arrives. Concerns going through my mind - lethal reaction to anesthetic. Poor, aesthetic asymmetrical outcome. Just read surgeons notes, no Neurofen 2 weeks before surgery..doh I took 2 last night for my headache! Worried about infection, pain, agony, death”